“evening red” the colour of the sky as the sun sets

"I chose the word Abendrot because life has been chaos for me in the past months. Between working to support myself, caring for loved ones who can no longer do so on their own, and attempting to maintain existing relationships I have found it hard to find time to care for myself let alone create. It is because of this I have found myself on many evening walks watching the sunset trying to escape from the world as it passes me by, and I have found that just as the sun disappears over the horizon it lights the sky on fire in an undeniably beautiful way. At this moment I feel not so alone, as if the chaos is a part of nature and I am nature expressing itself."